Saturday, November 13, 2010
I had a dream last night....A nightmare really. I was in a house, not mine. It was surrounded with clutter. Much worse than mine could ever be. I felt like I was drowning.
I thought of you at that moment....And I wanted to talk to you immediately when I woke up....
But I could not, for you have eradicated me, annihilated me...Made me vanish from your life..Burnt my memory. Whispered my name to the wind to carry a message to me...It said, "I love you, I love you, I love you....But it hurts too much to hold on.."
I received the message in a dream.
I opened my eyes, when I awoke, I stared into your eyes looming above me...And I wanted to die at that moment..Sorrow hit me in waves,.
I tell myself I am over you. Tell my friends I am over you. I tell my heart to stop loving you.
Rue @ 2010